Down to my Last!!!!

[LA_MERC_JESTER]

Ok well enough of all of the crying and crap. I have developed this haze of I just dont care anymore. Maybe I am wrong maybe not but I do know that I have found myself looking at what is around me and determining that those who are with me are with me and those who aren't can just go to pot. I have just recently determined that life is way to short to spend time tryin to find out just what is gonna happen. Just live with what you have and hope and pray for tommorrow, but dont worry because it is gonna be fine has long has you hold tight to those who hold you up........ This is a rant yes! and may be confusing to alot of you! but those who know what I have went through I hope you see this has the resurrection of me! I am down to my last!!!!!! But I believe the best is really last!!!!!!!

"Down To My Last"

And to those to which we sing,
We are honored you let us in
I remember the thoughts of many things,
Of the glory that you bring

I was never the right one to dare to dream,
It's funny what this life has done to me now
You were always the only,
To help me see there was a road I must find,
A road that was mine

But I'm down to my last,
I'm standing here alone
Looking back, on it all
But I'm down to my last,
I'm ready but I'm wrong,
And I'm blind too

And to the world to which we sing,
Want to try to do us in
I remember your name and I know your face
Can't forgive and can't erase

I was never the right one
To bear the weight of something fueled by words
I'd learn to hate
You were always the only
To help me see that to love is to shine
In your world, blind

But I'm down to my last
I'm standing here alone
Looking back on it all
But I'm down to my last
I'm ready but I'm wrong
And I'm right too

But I'm down to my last
Well I'm ready but I'm wrong,
And I'm scared of it all

But I'm down to my last
I'm ready but I'm wrong
And I'm blind too
But I'm down to my last
And I'm ready but I'm wrong
And I'm blind too

[Suntrails]

Confused? Yes. But I hope this post means you are moving on to better things in your life.

Best wishes!

[Silent_Killer]

dude.....kool song......... hope things are good with ya

[LA_MERC_LaTech]

Are you gonna write some music for it? You should...

good job!

[LA_MERC_JESTER]

heheh not mine to write... this time

[LA_MERC_Sniper]

hey man lemme know if you need to talk

[[uGa] Saint]

lol sniper, you make such serious posts.

Jester, i sorta know whats been going on, and it seems your takin it the right way and dealing with the things that need to be dealt with. Cool song, hope things are going in the right direction for ya, and if ya want to get into a fight to let loose some anger.... well.... i wont be there myself since i live in Wisconsin, but you can pretend like i am, cuz id have your back if i was there... lol.

[SnAkEbItE]

Hey Jester I didn't notice untill your post that you live in Shreveport, we ought to get together and have a cocktail and shoot the breez some time man.

[LA_MERC_MadMAX]

hey - i can write the music if you are game to get a hit :)

BTW - if you need to talk - lemme know - 8433179535 i'm here for ya...n fact - i have the tune already for ya - :D